really need to step out!!!!!

my heart is killing me...my head is hurting me...im struggle wif my own feeling...i dont want tis 2 happen to me...at this very moment time i need to let it go..but each day i keep on thinking about it..seems like it will never get through my head anymore ....how should i do???i cant stop my jeleousy..i cant stop my feeling just like that...i want him ok???
in my head there's only u now..no one else..didnt u still get it???can u understand my feelings towards u??
is my action still not clear enough to say that i love u so much???
what else i should do 2 convience me that u r the one for me??
did i not good enough for you???i just cant understand all dis...
give the strength to face it...
till how long i dont know....